I hate her.
Because she reminds me of the me I'm trying to hide
that's why we hate people.
Because they remind us of the 'us' we have pushed away
or simply they are the 'us' we want to be.
Thus making that 'annoying bitch' the biggest threat since water damage.
Its pretty fucked up.
Every things just one HUGE contradiction after another.
That's just how it is to be honest
So whats the point of even thinking about it?
Its people who write blogs who got landed with torturous analytical minds
and the very normal craving of attention.
since when did you decided wanting attention was a bad thing?
when it got taken from you right?
and now your reading this and giving me attention
it hurts. doesn't it?
doomed we are..
so I plan to make it beautiful.
the first paragraph describes me PERFECTLY
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